Nightmares

Okay so heres how it goes down:

I didnt realize until the most recent one that I’d had this dream before-you know that dejavu feeling you get when you remember the dream after you wake up?

In the most recent one, I was coming down a staircase. There was a bathtub half full of water with a baby playing in it. On a sidenote-i noticed that for some strange reason, the baby was wearing one of those 1940′s style swimcaps that women wore..you know, the bonnet kinds that tied under the chin? Anyway, I come back about 5 minutes later, and the tub is full of water now and almost overflowing. The baby is floating in the tub, face down in the water. I haul the baby out, but its still breathing.  In past dreams (ive had similiar dreams about 2 or 3 times in the last month), none of the babies lived.

Now, obviously I know this has something to do with Shazreh’s death because of the whole drowning scenario. What I don’t know, is what the &%#@$! to do about them.  It’s a little stressful to say the least. I know I’ve been especially stressed with school, plus knowing that the one year mark is coming up.  But this isnt the kind of stress you relieve through meditation or yoga or something. So then what?

Quote of the Day/Blog:

“Dreams are bad, when all they do is leave the truth behind…”

-Anonymous

Advertisement